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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Ādi 1.53

অহমেবাসমেবাগ্রে নান্যদ্‌ যৎ সদসৎপরম্‌ ।

পশ্চাদহং যদেতচ্চ যোঽবশিষ্যেত সোহস্ম্যহম্‌ ॥ ৫৩ ॥

aham evāsam evāgre

nānyad yat sad-asat param

paścād ahaṁ yad etac ca

yo ’vaśiṣyeta so ’smy aham

Translation

“Prior to the cosmic creation, only I exist, and no phenomena exist, either gross, subtle or primordial. After creation, only I exist in everything, and after annihilation, only I remain eternally.

Read Śrīla Prabhupāda's purport on Vedabase.io
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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

The Eternal Supreme Truth Is Personal

  1. 1

    The Lord exists before cosmic creation, when no gross, subtle or primordial phenomena exist. He exists in everything after creation and remains eternally after annihilation.

  2. 2

    Aham means “I” and refers to a person. The Personality of Godhead uses this word while describing His own transcendental form.

  3. 3

    When Kṛṣṇa says aham, He refers to the Supreme Personality of Godhead, not impersonal Brahman. Its meaning is specific, not open to whimsical interpretation.

Key points from the purport
  • Aham means “I”; therefore the speaker who is saying aham, “I,” must have His own personality.
  • Therefore the Personality of Godhead, speaking to Brahmā, uses aham while describing His own transcendental form.
  • Aham, when spoken by Kṛṣṇa, refers to the Supreme Personality of Godhead and nothing else.

Śrīla Prabhupāda's own sentences, chosen from the purport as its central points. Read the full purport on Vedabase to see them in place.

How it feels

Reverence and gratitude. The narrator takes shelter of the guru-paramparā; receptivity begins with humility.

The mood of Ādi 1 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Ādi 1: The Spiritual Masters

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

It does not deviate even slightly from the revealed scriptures, and therefore anyone who follows in the disciplic line will be able to realize the essence of this book simply by the method of aural reception. The first chapter of Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta begins with fourteen Sanskrit verses that describe the Absolute Truth.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Ādi 1
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. ahamI, the Personality of Godhead
  2. evacertainly
  3. āsamexisted
  4. evaonly
  5. agrebefore the creation
  6. nanever
  7. anyatanything else
  8. yatwhich
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does understanding the eternal Supreme Truth as a person affect your reading of His words?

Practice

Reread the translation and pause at each “I,” remembering that Kṛṣṇa is speaking as the Supreme Personality of Godhead.

Live this todayThe Eternal Supreme Truth Is PersonalThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

Study points are short summaries, not the translation. Confirm them in the original text and purport on Vedabase.

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