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  1. 1Chant the verse. Say the Sanskrit slowly and carefully.
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  4. 4Read the translation. Ask: what is the Lord teaching here, and how does it apply to my life?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam · Text 3.4.5

Who is speaking and story frame

तथापि तदभिप्रेतं जानन्नहमरिन्दम ।

पृष्ठतोऽन्वगमं भर्तु: पादविश्लेषणाक्षम: ॥ ५ ॥

tathāpi tad-abhipretaṁ

jānann aham arindama

pṛṣṭhato ’nvagamaṁ bhartuḥ

pāda-viśleṣaṇākṣamaḥ

Translation

Yet in spite of my knowing His desire [to destroy the dynasty], O Arindama [Vidura], I followed Him because it was impossible for me to bear separation from the lotus feet of the master.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Unable to Bear Separation From the Lord

  1. 1

    Uddhava knew the Lord’s desire to destroy the dynasty.

  2. 2

    Even with this knowledge, he followed the Lord. He could not bear separation from his master’s lotus feet.

  3. 3

    His words express his deep attachment to the Lord as his master.

Connected verses· 1

Quoted in the purport ofSB 11.29.46

According to the Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam (3.4.5), while Uddhava was enroute to Badarikāśrama he heard about the Lord’s journey to Prabhāsa.

Each link is a verse the purport itself quotes, or a purport elsewhere that quotes this verse, shown with the purport's own words.

How it feels

Separation → Devotional remembrance. Uddhava's tears and silence make remembrance emotionally immediate.

Chapters 1–4 of Canto 3: Vidura meets Uddhava and hears of Kṛṣṇa. An editorial reading of the story's mood, not the text itself. See the emotional arc

Further reading

Chapter 4: Vidura Approaches Maitreya

Uddhava recalls the Lord’s instructions and directs Vidura to receive transcendental knowledge from Maitreya.

Back to this verse in chapter 3.4
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Word for word

Learn the Sanskrit words of the verse.

  1. tathā apiyet, in spite of
  2. tat-abhipretamHis desire
  3. jānanknowing
  4. ahamI
  5. arim-damaO subduer of the enemy (Vidura)
  6. pṛṣṭhataḥbehind
  7. anvagamamfollowed
  8. bhartuḥof the master
  9. pāda-viśleṣaṇaseparation from His lotus feet
  10. akṣamaḥnot being able
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Key ideas in this verse

The subject this verse serves and the themes it speaks of.

  • Īśānukathā · The science of God

    Who is the Lord, and how do His devotees live? · Subject 7 of 10

  • Viraha · Longing in separation

    Love and remembrance experienced in apparent absence. · Theme in SB 3.4

    In this verse: “separation”

  • Moha · Material attachment

    The pull of ego, desire and impermanent relationships. · Theme in SB 3.4

    In this verse: “attachment”

  • Jñāna · Spiritual insight

    Inquiry, revelation and discrimination between self and matter. · Theme in SB 3.4

    In this verse: “knowledge”

Chapter themes come from the story phase this chapter belongs to.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What does Uddhava’s longing reveal about his relationship with the Lord?

Practice

Take a quiet minute to reflect on Uddhava’s attachment to his master’s lotus feet.

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The story around it

The story this chapter belongs to.

Live this todayUnable to Bear Separation From the LordThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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