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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 1.55

“সেইত পরাণ-নাথ পাইনু ।

যাহা লাগি’ মদনদহনে ঝুরি গেনু ॥” ৫৫ ॥

seita parāṇa-nātha pāinu

yāhā lāgī’ madana-dahane jhuri genu

Translation

“I have gotten that Lord of My life, for whom I was burning in the fire of lusty desires.”

Read Śrīla Prabhupāda's purport on Vedabase.io
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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Finding the Lord of One’s Life

  1. 1

    The song declares, “I have gotten that Lord of My life.”

  2. 2

    It recalls having burned in the “fire of lusty desires” for that Lord.

  3. 3

    The words bring together intense longing and the fulfillment of finding the Lord of one’s life.

Connected verses· 1

The purport of CC Madhya 1.55 quotesSB 10.29.15

In Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam (10.29.15) it is stated:

Each link is a verse the purport itself quotes, or a purport elsewhere that quotes this verse, shown with the purport's own words.

How it feels

Anticipation and hidden longing. The author previews later pastimes, including the inner Vraja mood expressed at Ratha-yātrā.

The mood of Madhya 1 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 1: The Later Pastimes of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

All of these are described in brief. There is also a description of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s ecstasy that occurred when He recited the verse beginning yaḥ kaumāra-haraḥ, as well as a description of how that ecstasy was explained in the verse beginning priyaḥ so ’yaṁ kṛṣṇaḥ, by Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 1
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. seitathat
  2. parāṇa-nāthaLord of My life
  3. pāinuI have gotten
  4. yāhāwhom
  5. lāgi’for
  6. madana-dahanein the fire of lusty desire
  7. jhuriburning
  8. genuI have become
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Kīrtana community · A movement of shared hearts

    Devotional community as a living network of branches, service, festivals, care, and collective chanting. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “together”

  • Vipralambha · Love in separation

    Separation that intensifies remembrance and longing; especially central to the confidential pastimes at Purī. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “longing”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What does the phrase “Lord of My life” invite you to reflect on?

Practice

Read the song’s words slowly, pausing over “Lord of My life.”

Live this todayFinding the Lord of One’s LifeThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

Study points are short summaries, not the translation. Confirm them in the original text and purport on Vedabase.

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