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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 4.75

নীচ, অধম, পামর মুঞি পামর-স্বভাব ।

মোরে জিয়াইলে তোমার কিবা হবে লাভ ?” ৭৫ ॥ ৭৫ ॥

nīca, adhama, pāmara muñi pāmara-svabhāva

more jiyāile tomāra kibā habe lābha?”

Translation

“I am lowborn. Indeed, I am the lowest. I am condemned, for I have all the characteristics of a sinful man. If You keep me alive, what will be the profit?”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Self-Doubt Before the Lord’s Purpose

  1. 1

    Sanātana Gosvāmī describes himself as lowborn and the lowest. These are his words about himself, not the Lord’s judgment of him.

  2. 2

    He considers himself condemned and possessing the characteristics of a sinful man.

  3. 3

    He asks what benefit there could be in keeping him alive. In the following verses, the Lord answers by describing the many tasks He will accomplish through Sanātana’s body.

How it feels

Despair met with care. Sanātana’s wish to die is interrupted by the Lord’s protective insistence on his future service.

The mood of Antya 4 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 4: Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord at Jagannātha Purī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

I have to execute many devotional services through your body. I want you to preach the cult of devotional service and go to Vṛndāvana to excavate the lost holy places.”
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 4
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. nīcalowborn
  2. adhamalowest
  3. pāmaracondemned
  4. muñiI
  5. pāmara-svabhāvanaturally sinful
  6. more jiyāileif You save me
  7. tomāraYour
  8. kibāwhat
  9. habewill be
  10. lābhaprofit
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Dainya & humility · Making room for grace

    The humility expressed by the author, devotees, transformed scholars, renunciants, and the Śikṣāṣṭaka. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “lowest”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does the Lord’s response challenge Sanātana Gosvāmī’s sense that his life has no useful purpose?

Practice

Read Sanātana Gosvāmī’s question alongside the Lord’s assurance that He has many tasks for him.

Live this todaySelf-Doubt Before the Lord’s PurposeThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

Study points are short summaries, not the translation. Confirm them in the original text and purport on Vedabase.

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