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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 4.180

এই লাগি’ তোমা ত্যাগ করিতে না যুয়ায় ।

ঘৃণা-বুদ্ধি করি যদি, নিজ-ধর্ম যায় ।।” ১৮০ ।। ॥ ১৮০ ॥

ei lāgi’ tomā tyāga karite nā yuyāya

ghṛṇā-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yāya”

Translation

“For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Duty Does Not Permit Rejection

  1. 1

    The Lord tells Sanātana that He cannot reject him.

  2. 2

    He says that hating Sanātana would mean deviating from His occupational duty.

  3. 3

    The following exchange reveals that His acceptance also expresses deep affection, not merely formal duty.

How it feels

Despair met with care. Sanātana’s wish to die is interrupted by the Lord’s protective insistence on his future service.

The mood of Antya 4 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 4: Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord at Jagannātha Purī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Because the Lord was a sannyāsī, He did not consider one body better than another. The Lord also informed him that He was maintaining Sanātana and the other devotees just like a father.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 4
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. ei lāgi’for this reason
  2. tomāyou
  3. tyāga kariteto reject
  4. nā yuyāyais not befitting
  5. ghṛṇā-buddhi kariI regard with hatred
  6. yadiif
  7. nija-dharma yāyaI deviate from My duty
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

When might dislike tempt me to neglect someone I should care for?

Practice

Carry out one small responsibility of care today without letting dislike guide you.

Live this todayDuty Does Not Permit RejectionThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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