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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 20.93

বৃদ্ধ জরাতুর আমি অন্ধ, বধির ।

হস্ত হালে, মনোবুদ্ধি নহে মোর স্থির ॥ ৯৩ ॥

vṛddha jarātura āmi andha, badhira

hasta hāle, mano-buddhi nahe mora sthira

Translation

I am old and troubled by invalidity. I am almost blind and deaf, my hands tremble, and my mind and intelligence are unsteady.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Honestly Acknowledging Physical Limitations

  1. 1

    The author describes himself as old and troubled by invalidity.

  2. 2

    He is almost blind and deaf, and his hands tremble.

  3. 3

    His mind and intelligence are also unsteady. He openly acknowledges these limitations as he explains his writing.

How it feels

Unconditional devotion. Eight prayers move from cleansing the heart to love that endures even without reciprocation.

The mood of Antya 20 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 20: The Śikṣāṣṭaka Prayers

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

For the twelve years Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu lived at Jagannātha Purī, He relished the taste of reciting such transcendental verses. Altogether the Lord was present in this mortal world for forty-eight years.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 20
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. vṛddhaan old man
  2. jarā-āturatroubled by invalidity
  3. āmiI
  4. andhablind
  5. badhiradeaf
  6. hasta hālemy hands tremble
  7. manaḥ-buddhimind and intelligence
  8. nahenot
  9. moramy
  10. sthirasteady
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does the author's honesty affect your understanding of his work?

Practice

Reread this verse and name one difficulty the author faced while writing.

Live this todayHonestly Acknowledging Physical LimitationsThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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