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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 20.92

‘আমি লিখি’, — এহ মিথ্যা করি অনুমান ।

আমার শরীর কাষ্ঠপুতলী-সমান ॥ ৯২ ॥

‘āmi likhi’, — eha mithyā kari anumāna

āmāra śarīra kāṣṭha-putalī-samāna

Translation

I infer that “I have written” is a false understanding, for my body is like a wooden doll.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Not Claiming Independent Credit

  1. 1

    The author calls the thought “I have written” a false understanding.

  2. 2

    He compares his body to a wooden doll, rather than claiming to act independently.

  3. 3

    In the following verses, he explains that mercy and the Lord’s order enable him to write.

How it feels

Unconditional devotion. Eight prayers move from cleansing the heart to love that endures even without reciprocation.

The mood of Antya 20 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 20: The Śikṣāṣṭaka Prayers

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

For the twelve years Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu lived at Jagannātha Purī, He relished the taste of reciting such transcendental verses. Altogether the Lord was present in this mortal world for forty-eight years.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 20
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āmi likhiI write
  2. eha mithyāthis is false
  3. kari anumānaI can infer
  4. āmāra śarīramy body
  5. kāṣṭha-putalī-samānais exactly like a wooden doll
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Kṛpā & transformation · Mercy changes a life

    Transformative encounters with grace, from scholars and travelers to renunciants and householders. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “mercy”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What does the author's refusal to claim independent credit invite you to reconsider?

Practice

Before taking credit for something today, pause to acknowledge the help that made it possible.

Live this todayNot Claiming Independent CreditThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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