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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 20.40

উদ্বেগে দিবস না যায়, ‘ক্ষণ’ হৈল ‘যুগ’-সম ।

বর্ষার মেঘপ্রায় অশ্রু বরিষে নয়ন ॥ ৪০ ॥

udvege divasa nā yāya, ‘kṣaṇa’ haila ‘yuga’-sama

varṣāra megha-prāya aśru variṣe nayana

Translation

“In My agitation, a day never ends, for every moment seems like a millennium. Pouring incessant tears, My eyes are like clouds in the rainy season.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Separation Makes Every Moment Seem Endless

  1. 1

    In the agitation of separation, a day seems never to end.

  2. 2

    Every moment feels like a millennium, conveying the intensity of the longing.

  3. 3

    Incessant tears make the speaker’s eyes like clouds pouring rain in the rainy season.

How it feels

Unconditional devotion. Eight prayers move from cleansing the heart to love that endures even without reciprocation.

The mood of Antya 20 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 20: The Śikṣāṣṭaka Prayers

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Sometimes He recited verses from Jayadeva Gosvāmī’s Gīta-govinda, from Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, from Śrī Rāmānanda Rāya’s Jagannātha-vallabha-nāṭaka or from Śrī Bilvamaṅgala Ṭhākura’s Kṛṣṇa-karṇāmṛta. In this way, He became absorbed in ecstatic emotions.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 20
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. udvegeby great agitation
  2. divasaday
  3. nānot
  4. yāyapasses
  5. kṣaṇaa moment
  6. hailabecame
  7. yuga-samalike a great millennium
  8. varṣāraof the rainy season
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vipralambha · Love in separation

    Separation that intensifies remembrance and longing; especially central to the confidential pastimes at Purī. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “separation”, “longing”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How do the images of endless time and pouring rain deepen your understanding of this longing?

Practice

Read this verse slowly today and reflect for a moment on its image of eyes like rainy-season clouds.

Live this todaySeparation Makes Every Moment Seem EndlessThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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