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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 19.58

বিরহে ব্যাকুল প্রভু উদ্বেগে উঠিলা ।

গম্ভীরার ভিত্ত্যে মুখ ঘষিতে লাগিলা ॥ ৫৮ ॥

virahe vyākula prabhu udvege uṭhilā

gambhīrāra bhittye mukha ghaṣite lāgilā

Translation

Feeling separation from Kṛṣṇa, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu was so distraught that in great anxiety He stood up and began rubbing His face against the walls of the Gambhīrā.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Intense Anxiety in Separation From Kṛṣṇa

  1. 1

    Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu felt deep separation from Kṛṣṇa.

  2. 2

    He became so distraught that He stood up in great anxiety.

  3. 3

    He began rubbing His face against the walls of the Gambhīrā. The verse describes this in the context of His spiritual ecstasy.

How it feels

Longing beyond ordinary categories. Extreme separation alternates with moments of visionary encounter.

The mood of Antya 19 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 19: The Inconceivable Behavior of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The Lord’s condition was so serious that at night He would bruise and bloody His face by rubbing it against the walls. To stop this, Svarūpa Dāmodara asked Śaṅkara Paṇḍita to stay at night in the same room with the Lord.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 19
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. virahein the lamentation of separation
  2. vyākulavery much agitated
  3. prabhuŚrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu
  4. udvegein great anxiety
  5. uṭhilāstood up
  6. gambhīrāraof the Gambhīrā
  7. bhittyeon the walls
  8. mukhaface
  9. ghaṣiteto rub
  10. lāgilābegan
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vipralambha · Love in separation

    Separation that intensifies remembrance and longing; especially central to the confidential pastimes at Purī. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “separation”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What does this verse reveal about the intensity of the Lord’s longing for Kṛṣṇa?

Practice

Reread the verse slowly, reflecting on the Lord’s longing for Kṛṣṇa rather than imitating His outward actions.

Live this todayIntense Anxiety in Separation From KṛṣṇaThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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