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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 18.55

সাক্ষাৎ দেখেছোঁ, — মোরে পাইল সেই ভূত ।

মুই মৈলে মোর কৈছে জীবে স্ত্রী-পুত ্ ॥ ৫৫ ॥

sākṣāt dekhechoṅ, — more pāila sei bhūta

mui maile mora kaiche jīve strī-put

Translation

“I have seen that ghost directly, and He is haunting me. But if I die, who will take care of my wife and children?

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Fear turns toward concern for family

  1. 1

    The speaker says he has directly seen the ghost and believes He is haunting him.

  2. 2

    He fears that he may die.

  3. 3

    His concern turns to his wife and children: who will care for them if he dies?

How it feels

Desperate longing and relief. Mistaking the sea for Yamunā, the Lord enters it; devotees find and revive Him.

The mood of Antya 18 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 18: Rescuing the Lord from the Sea

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

His own madness frightened him, however, because he thought that he was being haunted by a ghost. As he was about to seek a ghost charmer, he met Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī and the other devotees on the beach, who had been looking everywhere for the Lord.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. sākṣātdirectly
  2. dekhechoṅI have seen
  3. moreme
  4. pāilahas entered
  5. seithat
  6. bhūtaghost
  7. mui maileif I die
  8. moramy
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does concern for his family shape the speaker's distress?

Practice

Do one small act of care for someone who depends on you today.

Live this todayFear turns toward concern for familyThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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