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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Ādi 4.144

দর্পণাদ্যে দেখি’ যদি আপন মাধুরী ।

আস্বাদিতে হয় লোভ, আস্বাদিতে নারি ॥ ১৪৪ ॥

darpaṇādye dekhi’ yadi āpana mādhurī

āsvādite haya lobha, āsvādite nāri

Translation

“If I see My sweetness in a mirror, I am tempted to taste it, but nevertheless I cannot.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Kṛṣṇa Desires to Taste His Sweetness

  1. 1

    Kṛṣṇa speaks of seeing His own sweetness in a mirror.

  2. 2

    Seeing it tempts Him to taste it.

  3. 3

    Nevertheless, He says that He cannot taste it.

How it feels

Profound longing. Kṛṣṇa desires to taste Rādhā’s love, His own sweetness as She sees it, and Her joy.

The mood of Ādi 4 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Ādi 4: The Confidential Reasons for the Appearance of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Rādhārāṇī’s attraction for Kṛṣṇa is sublime, and to experience that attraction and understand the transcendental sweetness of Himself, He accepted the mentality of Rādhārāṇī. The third reason that Lord Caitanya appeared was to enjoy the bliss tasted by Rādhārāṇī.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Ādi 4
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. darpaṇa-ādyebeginning in a mirror
  2. dekhi’seeing
  3. yadiif
  4. āpanaown
  5. mādhurīsweetness
  6. āsvāditeto taste
  7. hayathere is
  8. lobhadesire
  9. āsvāditeto taste
  10. nāriI am not able
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What strikes me about the difference between seeing His sweetness and tasting it?

Practice

Read the verse once more and briefly reflect on Kṛṣṇa’s expressed desire to taste His own sweetness.

Live this todayKṛṣṇa Desires to Taste His SweetnessThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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