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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Ādi 16.89

পড়ুয়া বালক কৈল মোর বুদ্ধি লোপ ।

জানি—সরস্বতী মোরে করিয়াছেন কোপ ॥ ৮৯ ॥

paḍuyā bālaka kaila mora buddhi lopa

jāni — sarasvatī more kariyāchena kopa

Translation

“This mere boy has blocked my intelligence. I can therefore understand that mother Sarasvatī has become angry with me.

Read Śrīla Prabhupāda's purport on Vedabase.io
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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Surrender Rather Than Take Pride in Learning

  1. 1

    All intelligence comes from the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is situated in everyone’s heart as the Paramātmā.

  2. 2

    The paṇḍita received the intelligence to understand that his pride and desire to defeat the Supreme Lord had led to his defeat. Learning cannot protect one who offends the lotus feet of the Lord.

  3. 3

    Our duty is to surrender always to the lotus feet of the Lord, without false pride. Mother Sarasvatī arranged this situation to favor the paṇḍita so that he might surrender unto Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu.

Key points from the purport
  • The Paramātmā gave the paṇḍita the intelligence to understand that because he was proud of his learning and wanted to defeat even the Supreme Lord, by the will of the Lord and through the agency of mother Sarasvatī he had been defeated.
  • Our only duty, therefore, is to surrender always to the lotus feet of the Lord and not be falsely proud.
  • Mother Sarasvatī created this situation to favor the champion paṇḍita so that he might surrender unto Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu.

Śrīla Prabhupāda's own sentences, chosen from the purport as its central points. Read the full purport on Vedabase to see them in place.

How it feels

Grief and transformed pride. Lakṣmīdevī’s departure brings sorrow; Keśava Kāśmīrī’s pride yields to surrender.

The mood of Ādi 16 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Ādi 16: The Pastimes of the Lord in His Childhood and Youth

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Therefore at her request He later married His second wife, Viṣṇupriyā-devī. This chapter also describes the Lord’s argument with Keśava Kāśmīrī, the celebrated scholar, and the Lord’s criticism of his prayer glorifying mother Ganges.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Ādi 16
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. paḍuyāstudent
  2. bālakaa boy
  3. kailamade
  4. moramy
  5. buddhiintelligence
  6. lopalost
  7. jāniI can understand
  8. sarasvatīmother Sarasvatī
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Śaraṇāgati · Taking shelter

    Turning toward Kṛṣṇa through shelter, surrender, dependence on guru, and unconditional devotional fidelity. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “surrender”, “lotus feet”

  • Kṛpā & transformation · Mercy changes a life

    Transformative encounters with grace, from scholars and travelers to renunciants and householders. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “favor”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How can remembering the source of intelligence help me become less proud of my learning?

Practice

Before studying today, offer a brief prayer to the Lord for freedom from false pride and a willingness to surrender.

Live this todaySurrender Rather Than Take Pride in LearningThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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