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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Ādi 15.19

আমি কহি,—আমার অনাথ পিতা–মাতা ।

আমি বালক,—সন্ন্যাসের কিবা জানি কথা ॥ ১৯ ॥

āmi kahi, — āmāra anātha pitā-mātā

āmi bālaka, — sannyāsera kibā jāni kathā

Translation

“I replied to Viśvarūpa, ‘I have My helpless father and mother, and also I am but a child. What do I know about the sannyāsa order of life?

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Concern for Parents and Readiness for Sannyāsa

  1. 1

    The Lord replied that His father and mother were helpless.

  2. 2

    He also pointed out that He was only a child.

  3. 3

    He asked what He knew about the sannyāsa order of life.

How it feels

Wonder touched by grief. Learning, family duty, the loss of Jagannātha Miśra, and marriage create mixed feeling.

The mood of Ādi 15 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Ādi 15: The Lord’s Paugaṇḍa-līlā

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

He narrated a story that Viśvarūpa, after accepting the sannyāsa order, invited Him in a dream to accept sannyāsa also , but the Lord refused and was therefore sent back home. When Jagannātha Miśra passed away, the Lord married the daughter of Vallabhācārya, whose name was Lakṣmī.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Ādi 15
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āmi kahiI said
  2. āmāraMy
  3. anāthahelpless
  4. pitā-mātāfather and mother
  5. āmiI am
  6. bālakaonly a child
  7. sannyāseraof the renounced order of life
  8. kibāwhat
  9. jāniI know
  10. kathāwords
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does the Lord’s reply draw your attention to both family needs and personal readiness?

Practice

Before taking on a new responsibility today, pause to consider your present duties and what you still need to learn.

Live this todayConcern for Parents and Readiness for SannyāsaThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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