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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Ādi 12.45

আমারেহ কভু যেই না হয় প্রসাদ ।

তোমার চরণে আমি কি কৈনু অপরাধ ॥ ৪৫ ॥

āmāreha kabhu yei nā haya prasāda

tomāra caraṇe āmi ki kainu aparādha

Translation

“The favor You have shown Kamalākānta is so great that even to Me You have never shown such favor. What offense have I committed at Your lotus feet so as not to be shown such favor?”

Read Śrīla Prabhupāda's purport on Vedabase.io
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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Advaita Ācārya Sees Punishment as Favor

  1. 1

    Advaita Ācārya described the favor shown to Kamalākānta as greater than any shown to Himself. He asked what offense had kept Him from receiving such favor.

  2. 2

    Previously, Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu had beaten Advaita Ācārya while He was reading Yoga-vāśiṣṭha. The Lord had not, however, forbidden Him to come into His presence.

  3. 3

    Kamalākānta had been ordered not to come into the Lord’s presence. Advaita Ācārya therefore presented Kamalākānta’s punishment as the greater favor.

Key points from the purport
  • This is a reference to Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s former punishment of Advaita Ācārya.
  • When Advaita Ācārya Prabhu was reading Yoga-vāśiṣṭha, Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu beat Him, but He never told Him not to come into His presence.
  • Therefore the favor shown Kamalākānta Viśvāsa was greater than that shown Advaita Ācārya.

Śrīla Prabhupāda's own sentences, chosen from the purport as its central points. Read the full purport on Vedabase to see them in place.

How it feels

Loyalty and discernment. The narrative distinguishes fidelity to the ācārya from deviation.

The mood of Ādi 12 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Ādi 12: The Expansions of Advaita Ācārya and Gadādhara Paṇḍita

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

This chapter also includes narrations concerning the son of Advaita Ācārya named Gopāla Miśra and Advaita Ācārya’s servant named Kamalākānta Viśvāsa. In his early life Gopāla fainted during the cleansing of the Guṇḍicā-mandira at Jagannātha Purī and thus became a recipient of the mercy of Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Ādi 12
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āmārehaeven upon Me
  2. kabhuat any time
  3. yeithat
  4. nānever
  5. hayabecomes
  6. prasādafavor
  7. tomāra caraṇeat Your lotus feet
  8. āmiI
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Kṛpā & transformation · Mercy changes a life

    Transformative encounters with grace, from scholars and travelers to renunciants and householders. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “favor”

  • Śaraṇāgati · Taking shelter

    Turning toward Kṛṣṇa through shelter, surrender, dependence on guru, and unconditional devotional fidelity. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “lotus feet”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What surprises me about Advaita Ācārya’s way of speaking about the Lord’s punishment?

Practice

Write one sentence explaining why Advaita Ācārya called Kamalākānta’s punishment greater favor.

Live this todayAdvaita Ācārya Sees Punishment as FavorThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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