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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Ādi 12.39

পূর্বে মহাপ্রভু মোরে করেন সম্মান ।

দুঃখ পাই’ মনে আমি কৈলুঁ অনুমান ॥ ৩৯ ॥

pūrve mahāprabhu more karena sammāna

duḥkha pāi’ mane āmi kailuṅ anumāna

Translation

“Formerly Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu always respected Me as His senior, but I did not like such respect. Therefore, My mind being afflicted by unhappiness, I made a plan.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Respect Did Not Bring Him Happiness

  1. 1

    Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu had always respected the speaker as His senior.

  2. 2

    The speaker did not like receiving this respect and felt unhappy.

  3. 3

    With His mind afflicted by unhappiness, He made a plan.

How it feels

Loyalty and discernment. The narrative distinguishes fidelity to the ācārya from deviation.

The mood of Ādi 12 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Ādi 12: The Expansions of Advaita Ācārya and Gadādhara Paṇḍita

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

In his early life Gopāla fainted during the cleansing of the Guṇḍicā-mandira at Jagannātha Purī and thus became a recipient of the mercy of Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu. The story of Kamalākānta Viśvāsa concerns his borrowing three hundred rupees from Pratāparudra Mahārāja to clear a debt of Advaita Ācārya’s, for which Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu chastised him when He came to know of it.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Ādi 12
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. pūrvepreviously
  2. mahāprabhuLord Caitanya Mahāprabhu
  3. moreunto Me
  4. karenadoes
  5. sammānarespect
  6. duḥkhaunhappy
  7. pāi’becoming
  8. manein the mind
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What does this verse show about the assumption that receiving respect always brings happiness?

Practice

Reflect briefly on whether receiving respect is what you most desire.

Live this todayRespect Did Not Bring Him HappinessThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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