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  1. 1Chant the verse. Say the Sanskrit slowly and carefully.
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  4. 4Read the translation. Ask: what is the Lord teaching here, and how does it apply to my life?
  5. 5Read the purport slowly. Read it two or three times. Don't rush.
  6. 6Write down what touched you. Note the main points in your own notebook.
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam · Text 9.19.12

Who is speaking and story frame

तथाहं कृपण: सुभ्रु भवत्या: प्रेमयन्त्रित: ।

आत्मानं नाभिजानामि मोहितस्तव मायया ॥ १२ ॥

tathāhaṁ kṛpaṇaḥ subhru

bhavatyāḥ prema-yantritaḥ

ātmānaṁ nābhijānāmi

mohitas tava māyayā

Translation

O my dear wife with beautiful eyebrows, I am exactly like that he-goat, for I am so poor in intelligence that I am captivated by your beauty and have forgotten the real task of self-realization.

Read Śrīla Prabhupāda's purport on Vedabase.io
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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Remember the Real Task of Self-Realization

  1. 1

    Captivated by his wife’s beauty, Yayāti admits that he has forgotten the real task of self-realization.

  2. 2

    The purport compares household life governed by lust to a dark well. Freedom from this attachment is necessary for self-realization.

  3. 3

    Prahlāda Mahārāja recommends giving up household life in due time and seeking shelter at the lotus feet of Hari.

Key points from the purport
  • If one remains a victim of the so-called beauty of his wife, his family life is nothing but a dark well.
  • If one wants relief from the miserable condition of material life, one must voluntarily give up his lusty relationship with his wife; otherwise there is no question of self-realization.
  • Prahlāda Mahārāja therefore recommended that in due time, at least after one’s fiftieth year, one must give up household life and go to the forest.

Śrīla Prabhupāda's own sentences, chosen from the purport as its central points. Read the full purport on Vedabase to see them in place.

How it feels

Insatiable desire → Renunciation. Exhausted enjoyment generates insight.

Chapters 18–19 of Canto 9: Yayāti's craving and liberation. An editorial reading of the story's mood, not the text itself. See the emotional arc

Further reading

Chapter 19: King Yayāti Achieves Liberation

From the chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Without great endeavor, those with a poor fund of knowledge cannot give up sense enjoyment, especially in relation to sex, because a beautiful woman bewilders even the most learned man. King Yayāti, however, renounced worldly life and divided his property among his sons.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in chapter 9.19
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Word for word

Learn the Sanskrit words of the verse.

  1. tathāexactly like the he-goat
  2. ahamI
  3. kṛpaṇaḥa miser with no sense of the importance of life
  4. su-bhruO my wife, with beautiful eyebrows
  5. bhavatyāḥin your company
  6. prema-yantritaḥas if tied in love, although it is actually lust
  7. ātmānamself-realization (what I am and what my duty is)
  8. na abhijānāmiI could not realize even until now
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Key ideas in this verse

The subject this verse serves and the themes it speaks of.

  • Ūti · The creative impetus

    Why do we act, and what keeps us bound? · Subject 5 of 10

  • Moha · Material attachment

    The pull of ego, desire and impermanent relationships. · Theme in SB 9.19

    In this verse: “attachment”, “lust”, “household”

  • Rāja-dharma · Devotional leadership

    Serving and protecting through responsibility. · Theme in SB 9.19

    In this verse: “governed”

  • Śaraṇāgati · Wholehearted surrender

    Relinquishing ownership while entrusting oneself to the Lord. · Theme in SB 9.19

    In this verse: “shelter”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What attachment is distracting me from the real task of self-realization?

Practice

Set aside a few quiet minutes today to seek shelter in Hari rather than dwell on bodily attraction.

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The story around it

The story this chapter belongs to.

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Connected stories

Keep going: stories told elsewhere in the Bhāgavatam that this verse or its purport brings in.

Live this todayRemember the Real Task of Self-RealizationThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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