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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 9.189

এ শরীর ধরিবারে কভু না যুয়ায় ।

এই দুঃখে জ্বলে দেহ, প্রাণ নাহি যায় ॥ ১৮৯ ॥

e śarīra dharibāre kabhu nā yuyāya

ei duḥkhe jvale deha, prāṇa nāhi yāya

Translation

“Sir, due to my unhappiness I cannot continue living. Although my body is burning, my life is not leaving.”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

The Depth of the Brāhmaṇa’s Unhappiness

  1. 1

    The brāhmaṇa said his unhappiness made him feel unable to continue living.

  2. 2

    He described his body as burning, expressing his intense suffering.

  3. 3

    He lamented that his life was not leaving, continuing to voice his despair.

How it feels

Wonder and inclusion. Meetings across sacred places display the broad reach of devotional mercy.

The mood of Madhya 9 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 9: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s Travels to the Holy Places

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The Lord then confronted the Bhaṭṭathāris at Mallāra-deśa and saved Kālā Kṛṣṇadāsa from their clutches. The Lord also collected the Brahma-saṁhitā, fifth chapter, on the banks of the Payasvinī River.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 9
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. e śarīrathis body
  2. dharibāreto keep
  3. kabhuever
  4. nānot
  5. yuyāyadeserve
  6. ei duḥkhein this unhappiness
  7. jvale dehamy body is burning
  8. prāṇamy life
  9. nāhi yāyadoes not go away
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vipralambha · Love in separation

    Separation that intensifies remembrance and longing; especially central to the confidential pastimes at Purī. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “lamented”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Am I willing to listen carefully when someone expresses deep suffering?

Practice

Reread the brāhmaṇa’s words slowly, noticing the intensity of the unhappiness he describes.

Live this todayThe Depth of the Brāhmaṇa’s UnhappinessThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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