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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 3.144

সন্ন্যাসী হইয়া পুনঃ না দিল দরশন ।

তুমি তৈছে কৈলে মোর হইবে মরণ ॥ ১৪৪ ॥

sannyāsī ha-iyā punaḥ nā dila daraśana

tumi taiche kaile mora ha-ibe maraṇa

Translation

Mother Śacī continued, “After accepting the renounced order, Viśvarūpa never again gave me audience. If You do like Him, that will certainly be the death of me.”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Separation Was Unbearable to Mother Śacī

  1. 1

    Mother Śacī said that Viśvarūpa had accepted the renounced order.

  2. 2

    Afterward, he never again gave her audience.

  3. 3

    She told the Lord that if He did the same, it would certainly be the death of her.

How it feels

Reunion and heartbreaking parting. After sannyāsa, mother Śacī and the devotees reunite with Him before consenting to separation.

The mood of Madhya 3 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 3: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s Stay at the House of Advaita Ācārya

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

In the evening there was a mass saṅkīrtana at the house of Advaita Prabhu, and mother Śacīdevī gave Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu permission to leave. She requested Him to make Jagannātha Purī, Nīlācala, His headquarters.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 3
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. sannyāsīa member of the renounced order
  2. ha-iyāafter becoming
  3. punaḥagain
  4. nānot
  5. dilagave
  6. daraśanavisit
  7. tumiYou
  8. taichelike that
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does her experience with Viśvarūpa help you understand mother Śacī’s appeal?

Practice

Pause after reading her words and consider how deeply she wished to see the Lord again.

Live this todaySeparation Was Unbearable to Mother ŚacīThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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