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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 20.100

আপনার হিতাহিত কিছুই না জানি !

গ্রাম্য-ব্যবহারে পণ্ডিত, তাই সত্য মানি ॥ ১০০ ॥

āpanāra hitāhita kichui nā jāni!

grāmya-vyavahāre paṇḍita, tāi satya māni

Translation

“I do not know what is beneficial for me or what is detrimental. Nonetheless, in ordinary dealings people consider me a learned scholar, and I am also thinking of myself as such.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Learning Begins with Admitting What We Lack

  1. 1

    The speaker admits that he does not know what is beneficial for him or what is detrimental.

  2. 2

    In ordinary dealings, people consider him a learned scholar.

  3. 3

    He also thinks of himself as learned, yet acknowledges this gap in his understanding.

How it feels

Humility and restored identity. A seeker relinquishes status, asks fundamental questions, and receives sambandha knowledge.

The mood of Madhya 20 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 20: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu Instructs Sanātana Gosvāmī in the Science of the Absolute Truth

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Sanātana Gosvāmī and his servant then spent the night in a small hotel on the way to Benares. The hotel owner knew that Sanātana Gosvāmī and his servant had eight gold coins, and he decided to kill them and take the money.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 20
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āpanāraof my personal self
  2. hitawelfare
  3. ahitainauspiciousness
  4. kichuianything
  5. nā jāniI do not know
  6. grāmya-vyavahārein ordinary dealings
  7. paṇḍitaa learned man
  8. tāi satya māniI accept that as truth
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Does thinking of myself as knowledgeable keep me from admitting what I do not understand?

Practice

Write down one thing you do not yet understand about what is truly beneficial for you.

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Śrīla Prabhupāda speaks

His recorded lectures on this verse, and the talks where he quotes it.

5 lectures given on it · quoted in 18 more lectures. Recordings and transcripts on prabhupada.io.

Show 3 more lectures on it
Quoted in 18 other lectures

In each of these he quotes this verse while speaking on another verse or subject. "Find the quote" opens the transcript at that spot.

Live this todayLearning Begins with Admitting What We LackThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

Study points are short summaries, not the translation. Confirm them in the original text and purport on Vedabase.

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