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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 2.55

তাহাঁ হৈতে ঘরে আসি’     মাটীর উপরে বসি’,

নখে করে পৃথিবী লিখন ।

হা-হা কাহাঁ বৃন্দাবন,     কাহাঁ গোপেন্দ্রনন্দন,

কাহাঁ সেই বংশীবদন ॥ ৫৫ ॥

tāhāṅ haite ghare āsi’, māṭīra upare vasi’,

nakhe kare pṛthivī likhana

hā-hā kāhāṅ vṛndāvana, kāhāṅ gopendra-nandana,

kāhāṅ sei vaṁśī-vadana

Translation

When coming from the Jagannātha temple to return to His house, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu used to sit on the ground and mark it with His nails. At such times He would be greatly morose and would cry, “Alas, where is Vṛndāvana? Where is Kṛṣṇa, the son of the King of the cowherd men? Where is that person who plays the flute?”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Longing for Vṛndāvana and Kṛṣṇa

  1. 1

    Returning home from the Jagannātha temple, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu would sit on the ground and mark it with His nails.

  2. 2

    At these times, He was greatly morose and cried out for Vṛndāvana.

  3. 3

    He asked where Kṛṣṇa was—the son of the King of the cowherd men, the person who plays the flute.

How it feels

Overwhelming divine separation. A preview of the last years reveals the Lord’s intense separation from Kṛṣṇa.

The mood of Madhya 2 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 2: The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The author expects that reading the pastimes of the Lord will gradually help a person awaken his dormant love of Kṛṣṇa. Actually this Caitanya-caritāmṛta was compiled by the author during very old age.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 2
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. tāhāṅ haitefrom there
  2. ghare āsi’coming back home
  3. māṭīrathe ground
  4. upareupon
  5. vasi’sitting
  6. nakheby the nails
  7. karedoes
  8. pṛthivīon the surface of the earth
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vraja-smaraṇa · Remembrance of Vṛndāvana

    The remembered sweetness of Vraja that colors Mahāprabhu’s pilgrimage, Ratha-yātrā, and later states of separation. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “vṛndāvana”, “cowherd”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What do His repeated cries of “Where?” express about His longing for Kṛṣṇa?

Practice

Read His questions slowly today, giving attention to each person or place He longs for.

Live this todayLonging for Vṛndāvana and KṛṣṇaThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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