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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 16.88

বহুত উৎকণ্ঠা মোর যাইতে বৃন্দাবন ।

তোমার হঠে দুই বৎসর না কৈলুঁ গমন ॥ ৮৮ ॥

bahuta utkaṇṭhā mora yāite vṛndāvana

tomāra haṭhe dui vatsara nā kailuṅ gamana

Translation

Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “My desire to go to Vṛndāvana has very much increased. Because of your tricks, I have not been able to go there for the past two years.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

An Increasing Desire to Visit Vṛndāvana

  1. 1

    Caitanya Mahāprabhu said that His desire to go to Vṛndāvana had very much increased.

  2. 2

    He had not been able to go there for the past two years.

  3. 3

    He told those He addressed that their tricks had kept Him from going.

How it feels

Yearning and deferral. Attempts, delays, meetings, and farewells heighten the desire to reach Vraja.

The mood of Madhya 16 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 16: The Lord’s Attempt to Go to Vṛndāvana

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Caitanya Mahāprabhu forbade Nityānanda to visit Nīlācala every year. Questioned by the inhabitants of Kulīna-grāma, Caitanya Mahāprabhu again repeated the symptoms of a Vaiṣṇava.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 16
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. bahuta utkaṇṭhāgreat anxiety
  2. moraMy
  3. yāite vṛndāvanato go to Vṛndāvana
  4. tomāra haṭheby your tricks
  5. dui vatsarafor two years
  6. nā kailuṅI did not do
  7. gamanagoing
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vraja-smaraṇa · Remembrance of Vṛndāvana

    The remembered sweetness of Vraja that colors Mahāprabhu’s pilgrimage, Ratha-yātrā, and later states of separation. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “vṛndāvana”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does Mahāprabhu express both His growing desire and the delay He has experienced?

Practice

Read His words slowly, noting the increased desire and the two-year delay.

Live this todayAn Increasing Desire to Visit VṛndāvanaThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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