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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 16.275

ধিক্ ধিক্ আপনাকে বলি’ হইলাঙ অস্থির ।

নিবৃত্ত হঞা পুনঃ আইলাঙ গঙ্গাতীর ॥ ২৭৫ ॥

dhik, dhik āpanāke bali’ ha-ilāṅa asthira

nivṛtta hañā punaḥ āilāṅa gaṅgā-tīra

Translation

“I therefore said, ‘Fie upon Me!’ and being very much agitated, I returned to the banks of the Ganges.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Agitation and a return to the Ganges

  1. 1

    The speaker reproached Himself, saying, “Fie upon Me!”

  2. 2

    He was very much agitated.

  3. 3

    He returned to the banks of the Ganges.

How it feels

Yearning and deferral. Attempts, delays, meetings, and farewells heighten the desire to reach Vraja.

The mood of Madhya 16 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 16: The Lord’s Attempt to Go to Vṛndāvana

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Returning from Rāmakeli, He met Raghunātha dāsa and after giving him instructions sent him back home. Thereafter the Lord returned to Nīlācala and began to make plans to go to Vṛndāvana without a companion.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 16
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. dhik dhikfie! fie!
  2. āpanākeon Myself
  3. bali’saying
  4. ha-ilāṅaI became
  5. asthiraagitated
  6. nivṛtta hañāstopping such an action
  7. punaḥagain
  8. āilāṅaI came back
  9. gaṅgā-tīrato the bank of the Ganges
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How do you respond when you feel deeply dissatisfied with your own actions?

Practice

Take a quiet moment today to reflect honestly on an action you regret.

Live this todayAgitation and a return to the GangesThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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