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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 16.135

আই’কে দেখিতে যাইব, না যাইব তোমা লাগি’ ।

‘প্রতিজ্ঞা’-‘সেবা’-ত্যাগ-দোষ, তার আমি ভাগী ॥” ১৩৫ ॥

āi’ke dekhite yāiba, nā yāiba tomā lāgi’

‘pratijñā’-‘sevā’-tyāga-doṣa, tāra āmi bhāgī”

Translation

“I shall go to see Śacīmātā, but I shall not go for Your sake. I shall be responsible for the abandoning of my vow and service to Gopīnātha.”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Acknowledging the Cost of Leaving Service

  1. 1

    The Paṇḍita says he will go to see Śacīmātā.

  2. 2

    He says he is not going for the Lord’s sake.

  3. 3

    He accepts responsibility for abandoning his vow and service to Gopīnātha.

How it feels

Yearning and deferral. Attempts, delays, meetings, and farewells heighten the desire to reach Vraja.

The mood of Madhya 16 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 16: The Lord’s Attempt to Go to Vṛndāvana

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Vidyānidhi also came to Jagannātha Purī and saw the festival of Oḍana-ṣaṣṭhī. When the devotees bade farewell to the Lord, the Lord was determined to go to Vṛndāvana, and on the day of Vijaya-daśamī, He departed.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 16
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āi’kemother Śacīdevī
  2. dekhiteto see
  3. yāibaI shall go
  4. nā yāibaI shall not go
  5. tomā lāgi’for Your sake
  6. pratijñā-sevāthe vow and service to Gopīnātha
  7. tyāga-doṣathe fault of giving up
  8. tārafor that
  9. āmi bhāgīI am responsible
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Sevā · Love translated into service

    Devotional service expressed through cleansing, caring, teaching, honoring others, and living as Kṛṣṇa’s servant. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “service”

  • Vraja-smaraṇa · Remembrance of Vṛndāvana

    The remembered sweetness of Vraja that colors Mahāprabhu’s pilgrimage, Ratha-yātrā, and later states of separation. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “gopīnātha”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Do I honestly acknowledge when my plans would mean leaving a commitment or service?

Practice

Before making a plan today, check whether it would require you to neglect a service you have accepted.

Live this todayAcknowledging the Cost of Leaving ServiceThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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