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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 12.18

নিত্যানন্দ কহে, — তোমায় চাহি নিবেদিতে ।

না কহিলে রহিতে নারি, কহিতে ভয় চিত্তে ॥ ১৮ ॥

nityānanda kahe, — tomāya cāhi nivedite

nā kahile rahite nāri, kahite bhaya citte

Translation

Nityānanda Prabhu then said, “We want to tell You something. Although we cannot stay without speaking, we are still very much afraid to speak.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Speaking Honestly About Fear

  1. 1

    Nityānanda Prabhu told the Lord that they wanted to say something.

  2. 2

    Their need to speak was so strong that they could not remain without speaking.

  3. 3

    At the same time, they were very much afraid to speak.

How it feels

Purification through joyful service. Collective cleansing becomes a visible devotional act before Ratha-yātrā.

The mood of Madhya 12 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 12: The Cleansing of the Guṇḍicā Temple

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Śrīla Nityānanda Prabhu and the other devotees informed the Lord about the King’s desire, but Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu would not agree to see him. At that time Śrī Nityānanda Prabhu devised a plan, and He sent a piece of the Lord’s outward garment to the King.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. nityānanda kaheLord Nityānanda said
  2. tomāyaunto You
  3. cāhiwe want
  4. nivediteto submit
  5. nā kahileif we do not speak
  6. rahite nāriwe cannot stay
  7. kahitebut to speak
  8. bhaya cittewe are very fearful
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Can you acknowledge your fear honestly when you need to speak?

Practice

If you feel hesitant in a conversation today, calmly acknowledge that hesitation before continuing.

Live this todaySpeaking Honestly About FearThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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