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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Madhya 1.204

আপনে অযোগ্য দেখি’ মনে পাঙ ক্ষোভ ।

তথাপি তোমার গুণে উপজয় লোভ ॥ ২০৪ ॥

āpane ayogya dekhi’ mane pāṅ kṣobha

tathāpi tomāra guṇe upajaya lobha

Translation

“We are very depressed at being unfit candidates for Your mercy. Yet since we have heard of Your transcendental qualities, we are very much attracted to You.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Hearing His Qualities Awakens Attraction

  1. 1

    The speakers feel very depressed because they consider themselves unfit for the Lord’s mercy.

  2. 2

    They have heard of the Lord’s transcendental qualities.

  3. 3

    Despite feeling unfit, they are very much attracted to Him.

How it feels

Anticipation and hidden longing. The author previews later pastimes, including the inner Vraja mood expressed at Ratha-yātrā.

The mood of Madhya 1 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Madhya 1: The Later Pastimes of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

There is also a description of the many books written by Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī, Śrīla Sanātana Gosvāmī and Śrīla Jīva Gosvāmī. There is also a description of the meeting between Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī and Śrīla Sanātana Gosvāmī in the village known as Rāmakeli.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Madhya 1
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āpaneourselves
  2. ayogyamost unfit
  3. dekhi’seeing
  4. manewithin the mind
  5. pāṅget
  6. kṣobhalamentation
  7. tathāpistill
  8. tomāraYour
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Kṛpā & transformation · Mercy changes a life

    Transformative encounters with grace, from scholars and travelers to renunciants and householders. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “mercy”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does hearing of the Lord’s qualities affect you when you feel unworthy?

Practice

Read this prayer slowly and express your wish to be attracted to the Lord despite your shortcomings.

Live this todayHearing His Qualities Awakens AttractionThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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