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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 9.64

ভিক্ষুক সন্ন্যাসী আমি নির্জনবাসী ।

আমায় দুঃখ দেয়, নিজ-দুঃখ কহি’ আসি’ ॥ ৬৪ ॥

bhikṣuka sannyāsī āmi nirjana-vāsī

āmāya duḥkha deya, nija-duḥkha kahi’ āsi’

Translation

“As a beggar sannyāsī, a mendicant, I wish to live alone in a solitary place, but these people come to tell Me about their unhappiness and disturb Me.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Respect the Lord’s Desire for Solitude

  1. 1

    The Lord described Himself as a beggar sannyāsī, a mendicant.

  2. 2

    He wished to live alone in a solitary place.

  3. 3

    People came to tell Him about their unhappiness, and He said that these visits disturbed Him.

How it feels

Fear turned to relief. A threatened execution ends in rescue and restored possibility.

The mood of Antya 9 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 9: The Deliverance of Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka

Śrīla Prabhupāda's summary of this chapter:

The ninth chapter is summarized as follows. Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka, the son of Bhavānanda Rāya, was engaged in the service of the government, but he misappropriated some funds from the treasury. Therefore the baḍa-jānā, the eldest son of King Pratāparudra, ordered that he be punished by death. Thus Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka was raised on the cāṅga to be killed, but by the mercy of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu he was delivered. Moreover, he was even promoted to a higher post.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. bhikṣukabeggar
  2. sannyāsīmendicant
  3. āmiI
  4. nirjana-vāsīliving in a solitary place
  5. āmāyato Me
  6. duḥkhaunhappiness
  7. deyathey give
  8. nija-duḥkhatheir own unhappiness
  9. kahi’speaking
  10. āsi’coming
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How can you respect another person’s need for solitude when you want to share a difficulty?

Practice

Before discussing a personal difficulty with someone today, ask whether it is a suitable time.

Live this todayRespect the Lord’s Desire for SolitudeThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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