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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 9.53

‘ক্রমে ক্রমে দিমু, আর যত কিছু পারি ।

অবিচারে প্রাণ লহ, — কি বলিতে পারি ?’ ৫৩ ॥ ৫৩ ॥

‘krame krame dimu, āra yata kichu pāri

avicāre prāṇa laha, — ki balite pāri?’

Translation

“I shall gradually pay the balance as I can. Without consideration, however, you were going to take my life. What can I say?”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Repayment According to Ability

  1. 1

    Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka promised to pay the remaining balance gradually.

  2. 2

    He said he would make payments as he was able.

  3. 3

    He protested that his life had nearly been taken without consideration.

How it feels

Fear turned to relief. A threatened execution ends in rescue and restored possibility.

The mood of Antya 9 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 9: The Deliverance of Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka

Śrīla Prabhupāda's summary of this chapter:

The ninth chapter is summarized as follows. Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka, the son of Bhavānanda Rāya, was engaged in the service of the government, but he misappropriated some funds from the treasury. Therefore the baḍa-jānā, the eldest son of King Pratāparudra, ordered that he be punished by death. Thus Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka was raised on the cāṅga to be killed, but by the mercy of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu he was delivered. Moreover, he was even promoted to a higher post.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. krame kramegradually
  2. dimuI shall pay
  3. āramore
  4. yataas much
  5. kichuany
  6. pāriI can
  7. avicārewithout consideration
  8. prāṇa lahayou take my life
  9. ki balite pāriwhat can I say
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Audārya · Love that moves outward

    The freely offered gift of bhakti and prema, especially through nāma-saṅkīrtana and Mahāprabhu’s compassionate dealings. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “without consideration”

  • Vraja-smaraṇa · Remembrance of Vṛndāvana

    The remembered sweetness of Vraja that colors Mahāprabhu’s pilgrimage, Ratha-yātrā, and later states of separation. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “gopīnātha”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Do I consider a person’s ability to fulfill an obligation before pressing a demand?

Practice

For one obligation you cannot complete at once, write down a realistic first step.

Live this todayRepayment According to AbilityThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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