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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 6.130

যতবার পলাই আমি গৃহাদি ছাড়িয়া ।

পিতা, মাতা — দুই মোরে রাখয়ে বান্ধিয়া ॥ ১৩০ ॥

yata-bāra palāi āmi gṛhādi chāḍiyā

pitā, mātā — dui more rākhaye bāndhiyā

Translation

“Every time I tried to go away and give up my home relationships, my father and mother unfortunately kept me bound.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Obstacles to His Desired Shelter

  1. 1

    Raghunātha dāsa repeatedly tried to leave home and give up his home relationships.

  2. 2

    Each time, his father and mother kept him bound. He describes this as an obstacle to his desire.

  3. 3

    In the surrounding appeal, his aim is to attain the shelter of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.

How it feels

Longing fulfilled. Raghunātha’s sustained desire for the Lord culminates in arrival, shelter, and renunciation.

The mood of Antya 6 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 6: The Meeting of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu and Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

After this incident, Raghunātha dāsa, with the help of his priest, whose name was Yadunandana Ācārya, got out of his house by trickery and thus ran away. Not touching the general path, Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī secretly went to Jagannātha Purī.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 6
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. yata-bāraas many times
  2. palāigo away
  3. āmiI
  4. gṛha-ādi chāḍiyāgiving up my relationship with home
  5. pitā mātāfather and mother
  6. duiboth of them
  7. moreme
  8. rākhaye bāndhiyākeep bound
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Bhāva & rasa · The language of sacred feeling

    Transcendental devotional moods and relationships, discussed explicitly in Rāmānanda’s dialogue and the teachings on prema. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “relationships”

  • Śaraṇāgati · Taking shelter

    Turning toward Kṛṣṇa through shelter, surrender, dependence on guru, and unconditional devotional fidelity. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “shelter”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

When your wish to seek spiritual shelter meets obstacles, how do you respond?

Practice

Name one obstacle in your own effort to seek shelter, and include it in a short prayer for mercy.

Live this todayObstacles to His Desired ShelterThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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