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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 6.128

“অধম, পামর মুই হীন জীবাধম ! মোর ইচ্ছা হয় — পাঙ চৈতন্য-চরণ ॥ ১২৮ ॥

“adhama, pāmara mui hīna jīvādhama!

mora icchā haya — pāṅa caitanya-caraṇa

Translation

“I am the lowest of men, the most sinful, fallen and condemned. Nevertheless, I desire to attain shelter at the lotus feet of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Seek Shelter Despite Feeling Unworthy

  1. 1

    Raghunātha dāsa described himself as the lowest of men, sinful, fallen and condemned.

  2. 2

    Nevertheless, he desired shelter at the lotus feet of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.

  3. 3

    His sense of unworthiness did not stop him from expressing his desire for the Lord’s shelter.

How it feels

Longing fulfilled. Raghunātha’s sustained desire for the Lord culminates in arrival, shelter, and renunciation.

The mood of Antya 6 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 6: The Meeting of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu and Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The day after the festival, Nityānanda Prabhu gave Raghunātha dāsa the blessing that he would very soon attain the shelter of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu. After this incident, Raghunātha dāsa, with the help of his priest, whose name was Yadunandana Ācārya, got out of his house by trickery and thus ran away.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 6
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. adhamathe most fallen
  2. pāmarathe most sinful
  3. muiI
  4. hīnacondemned
  5. jīva-adhamathe lowest of all living beings
  6. moramy
  7. icchādesire
  8. hayais
  9. pāṅaI can get
  10. caitanya-caraṇathe shelter of the lotus feet of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Śaraṇāgati · Taking shelter

    Turning toward Kṛṣṇa through shelter, surrender, dependence on guru, and unconditional devotional fidelity. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “shelter”, “lotus feet”

  • Dainya & humility · Making room for grace

    The humility expressed by the author, devotees, transformed scholars, renunciants, and the Śikṣāṣṭaka. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “fallen”, “lowest”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

When I feel unworthy, can I still sincerely seek Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s shelter?

Practice

Offer a brief prayer today expressing your desire for shelter at Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s lotus feet.

Live this todaySeek Shelter Despite Feeling UnworthyThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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