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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 4.40

‘রঘুনাথের পাদপদ্মে বেচিয়াছোঁ মাথা ।

কাড়িতে না পারোঁ মাথা, পাঙ বড় ব্যথা ॥ ৪০ ॥

‘raghunāthera pāda-padme veciyāchoṅ māthā

kāḍite nā pāroṅ māthā, pāṅa baḍa vyathā

Translation

“ ‘I have sold my head at the lotus feet of Lord Rāmacandra. I cannot take it away. That would be too painful for me.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Unwavering Surrender to Lord Rāmacandra

  1. 1

    Vallabha said that he had sold his head at the lotus feet of Lord Rāmacandra. This expressed his wholehearted dedication.

  2. 2

    He said he could not take his head away from those lotus feet.

  3. 3

    Withdrawing that dedication would be too painful for him. His plea revealed the depth of his attachment to Lord Rāmacandra.

How it feels

Despair met with care. Sanātana’s wish to die is interrupted by the Lord’s protective insistence on his future service.

The mood of Antya 4 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 4: Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord at Jagannātha Purī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The Lord informed Sanātana Gosvāmī about the death of his younger brother Anupama, who had great faith in the lotus feet of Lord Rāmacandra. One day Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said to Sanātana Gosvāmī, “Your decision to commit suicide is the result of the mode of ignorance.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 4
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. raghunātheraof Lord Rāmacandra
  2. pāda-padmeat the lotus feet
  3. veciyāchoṅ māthāI have sold my head
  4. kāḍiteto take away
  5. nā pāroṅI am unable
  6. māthāthe head
  7. pāṅaI get
  8. baḍa vyathātoo much pain
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Śaraṇāgati · Taking shelter

    Turning toward Kṛṣṇa through shelter, surrender, dependence on guru, and unconditional devotional fidelity. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “lotus feet”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What does Vallabha’s plea help you understand about wholehearted dedication to the Lord?

Practice

Read Vallabha’s plea aloud once, then pause to reflect on his firm dedication to Lord Rāmacandra.

Live this todayUnwavering Surrender to Lord RāmacandraThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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