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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 4.185

আপনারে হয় মোর অমান্য-সমান ।

তোমা-সবারে করোঁ মুঞি বালক-অভিমান ॥ ১৮৫ ॥

āpanāre haya mora amānya-samāna

tomā-sabāre karoṅ muñi bālaka-abhimāna

Translation

“I always think of Myself as deserving no respect, but because of affection I always consider you to be like My little children.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Humility Joined With Parental Affection

  1. 1

    The Lord says that He always considers Himself deserving of no respect.

  2. 2

    At the same time, His affection leads Him to regard Haridāsa and Sanātana as His little children.

  3. 3

    His parental care is expressed alongside humility, not a demand for honor.

How it feels

Despair met with care. Sanātana’s wish to die is interrupted by the Lord’s protective insistence on his future service.

The mood of Antya 4 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 4: Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord at Jagannātha Purī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Because the Lord was a sannyāsī, He did not consider one body better than another. The Lord also informed him that He was maintaining Sanātana and the other devotees just like a father.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 4
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āpanāreunto Myself
  2. hayathere is
  3. moraMy
  4. amānyanot deserving respect
  5. samānalike
  6. tomā-sabāreunto all of you
  7. karoṅdo
  8. muñiI
  9. bālaka-abhimānaconsidering My sons
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Dainya & humility · Making room for grace

    The humility expressed by the author, devotees, transformed scholars, renunciants, and the Śikṣāṣṭaka. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “humility”

  • Bhāva & rasa · The language of sacred feeling

    Transcendental devotional moods and relationships, discussed explicitly in Rāmānanda’s dialogue and the teachings on prema. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “parental”

  • Nāma-saṅkīrtana · The holy name shared together

    Chanting the holy names as the yuga-dharma, the Lord’s public movement, and the opening prayer of Śikṣāṣṭaka. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “haridāsa”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Can I care for someone without expecting respect in return?

Practice

Do one small act of care today without asking for thanks or recognition.

Live this todayHumility Joined With Parental AffectionThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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