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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 4.151

“হিত লাগি’ আইনু মুঞি, হৈল বিপরীত ।

সেবাযোগ্য নহি, অপরাধ করোঁ নিতি নিতি ॥ ১৫১ ॥

“hita lāgi’ āinu muñi, haila viparīta

sevā-yogya nahi, aparādha karoṅ niti niti

Translation

“I came here for my benefit,” he said, “but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Sanātana Voices His Concern About Offenses

  1. 1

    Sanātana Gosvāmī said that he had come for his own benefit.

  2. 2

    He felt that he was receiving the opposite of what he had hoped for.

  3. 3

    He described himself as unfit to render service and as committing offenses day after day.

How it feels

Despair met with care. Sanātana’s wish to die is interrupted by the Lord’s protective insistence on his future service.

The mood of Antya 4 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 4: Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord at Jagannātha Purī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

This made Sanātana Gosvāmī very unhappy, and therefore he consulted Jagadānanda Paṇḍita about what he should do. Jagadānanda advised him to return to Vṛndāvana after the car festival of Jagannātha, but when Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu heard about this instruction, He chastised Jagadānanda Paṇḍita and reminded him that Sanātana Gosvāmī was senior to him and also more learned.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 4
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. hita lāgi’for benefit
  2. āinu muñiI came
  3. haila viparītait has become just the opposite
  4. sevā-yogya nahiI am not fit to render service
  5. aparādha karoṅI commit offenses
  6. niti nitiday after day
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Sevā · Love translated into service

    Devotional service expressed through cleansing, caring, teaching, honoring others, and living as Kṛṣṇa’s servant. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “service”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

When you reflect on your service, can you honestly acknowledge where greater care is needed?

Practice

Identify one part of your service in which you can act more carefully today.

Live this todaySanātana Voices His Concern About OffensesThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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