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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 4.137

“ইহাঁ আইলাঙ প্রভুরে দেখি’ দুঃখ খণ্ডাইতে ।

যেবা মনে, তাহা প্রভু না দিলা করিতে ॥ ১৩৭ ॥

“ihāṅ āilāṅa prabhure dekhi’ duḥkha khaṇḍāite

yebā mane, tāhā prabhu nā dilā karite

Translation

“I came here to diminish my unhappiness by seeing Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, but the Lord did not allow me to execute what was in my mind.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Sanātana explains his disappointed hopes

  1. 1

    Sanātana came to see Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu to diminish his unhappiness.

  2. 2

    He says that the Lord did not allow him to carry out what was in his mind.

  3. 3

    He openly describes this disappointment to Jagadānanda Paṇḍita.

How it feels

Despair met with care. Sanātana’s wish to die is interrupted by the Lord’s protective insistence on his future service.

The mood of Antya 4 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 4: Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord at Jagannātha Purī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu was pleased to hear about Sanātana Gosvāmī’s great respect for the temple of Lord Śrī Jagannātha. Because his disease produced wet sores on his body, Sanātana Gosvāmī used to avoid embracing Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, but nevertheless the Lord would embrace him by force.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. ihāṅhere (to Jagannātha Purī)
  2. āilāṅaI have come
  3. prabhureLord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu
  4. dekhi’by seeing
  5. duḥkha khaṇḍāiteto diminish my unhappiness
  6. yebā manewhat was in my mind
  7. tāhāthat
  8. prabhuLord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu
  9. nā dilā karitedid not allow me to do
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How honestly can I acknowledge disappointment when events do not follow my hopes?

Practice

Write down one hope that has not unfolded as you expected, naming your feelings plainly.

Live this todaySanātana explains his disappointed hopesThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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