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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 20.52

না গণি আপন-দুঃখ, সবে বাঞ্ছি তাঁর সুখ, তাঁর সুখ — আমার তাৎপর্য ।

মোরে যদি দিয়া দুঃখ, তাঁর হৈল মহাসুখ, সেই দুঃখ — মোর সুখবর্য ॥ ৫২ ॥

nā gaṇi āpana-duḥkha,  sabe vāñchi tāṅra sukha,

tāṅra sukha — āmāra tātparya

more yadi diyā duḥkha,  tāṅra haila mahā-sukha,

sei duḥkha — mora sukha-varya

Translation

“I do not mind My personal distress. I only wish for the happiness of Kṛṣṇa, for His happiness is the goal of My life. However, if He feels great happiness in giving Me distress, that distress is the best of My happiness.

Read Śrīla Prabhupāda's purport on Vedabase.io
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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Kṛṣṇa’s Happiness Is the Goal

  1. 1

    Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Sarasvatī Ṭhākura explains that a devotee is interested in Kṛṣṇa’s happiness rather than personal happiness or distress, and acts for that purpose.

  2. 2

    A pure devotee finds happiness only in seeing Kṛṣṇa happy in every respect. Even distress is accepted as the greatest happiness if it pleases Him.

  3. 3

    The purport contrasts this with seeking personal enjoyment through a show of service to Kṛṣṇa. Such sense gratification is the mentality of fruitive workers, not pure devotion.

Key points from the purport
  • Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Sarasvatī Ṭhākura says that a devotee does not care about his own happiness and distress; he is simply interested in seeing that Kṛṣṇa is happy, and for that purpose he engages in various activities.
  • A pure devotee has no way of sensing happiness except by seeing that Kṛṣṇa is happy in every respect.
  • If Kṛṣṇa becomes happy by giving him distress, such a devotee accepts that unhappiness as the greatest of all happiness.

Śrīla Prabhupāda's own sentences, chosen from the purport as its central points. Read the full purport on Vedabase to see them in place.

How it feels

Unconditional devotion. Eight prayers move from cleansing the heart to love that endures even without reciprocation.

The mood of Antya 20 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 20: The Śikṣāṣṭaka Prayers

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Sometimes He recited verses from Jayadeva Gosvāmī’s Gīta-govinda, from Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, from Śrī Rāmānanda Rāya’s Jagannātha-vallabha-nāṭaka or from Śrī Bilvamaṅgala Ṭhākura’s Kṛṣṇa-karṇāmṛta. In this way, He became absorbed in ecstatic emotions.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 20
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. nānot
  2. gaṇiI count
  3. āpana-duḥkhaown personal misery
  4. sabeonly
  5. vāñchiI desire
  6. tāṅra sukhaHis happiness
  7. tāṅra sukhaHis happiness
  8. āmāra tātparyathe aim of My life
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Sādhu-saṅga · Love grows through association

    Spiritual association shapes the movement, empowers disciples, and reveals truths through loving conversations. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “pure devotee”

  • Sevā · Love translated into service

    Devotional service expressed through cleansing, caring, teaching, honoring others, and living as Kṛṣṇa’s servant. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “service”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Am I seeking Kṛṣṇa’s happiness in my service, or mainly a pleasing experience for myself?

Practice

Before one act of service today, pause and set the intention to please Kṛṣṇa rather than gain personal enjoyment.

Live this todayKṛṣṇa’s Happiness Is the GoalThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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