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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 20.33

“তোমার নিত্যদাস মুই, তোমা পাসরিয়া ।

পড়িয়াছোঁ ভবার্ণবে মায়াবদ্ধ হঞা ॥ ৩৩ ॥

“tomāra nitya-dāsa mui, tomā pāsariyā

paḍiyāchoṅ bhavārṇave māyā-baddha hañā

Translation

“I am Your eternal servant, but I forgot Your Lordship. Now I have fallen into the ocean of nescience and have been conditioned by the external energy.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Remembering Our Eternal Service

  1. 1

    The prayer begins by acknowledging, “I am Your eternal servant.” Forgetfulness does not change that relationship.

  2. 2

    Forgetting the Lord has led to falling into an ocean of nescience, or ignorance.

  3. 3

    The speaker acknowledges being conditioned by the external energy and turns to the Lord for mercy.

How it feels

Unconditional devotion. Eight prayers move from cleansing the heart to love that endures even without reciprocation.

The mood of Antya 20 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 20: The Śikṣāṣṭaka Prayers

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu passed His nights tasting the meaning of the Śikṣāṣṭaka prayers in the company of Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī and Rāmānanda Rāya. Sometimes He recited verses from Jayadeva Gosvāmī’s Gīta-govinda, from Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, from Śrī Rāmānanda Rāya’s Jagannātha-vallabha-nāṭaka or from Śrī Bilvamaṅgala Ṭhākura’s Kṛṣṇa-karṇāmṛta.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 20
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. tomāraYour
  2. nitya-dāsaeternal servant
  3. muiI
  4. tomā pāsariyāforgetting Your Lordship
  5. paḍiyāchoṅI have fallen
  6. bhava-arṇavein the ocean of nescience
  7. māyā-baddha hañābecoming conditioned by the external energy
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Dainya & humility · Making room for grace

    The humility expressed by the author, devotees, transformed scholars, renunciants, and the Śikṣāṣṭaka. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “fallen”

  • Sevā · Love translated into service

    Devotional service expressed through cleansing, caring, teaching, honoring others, and living as Kṛṣṇa’s servant. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “servant”

  • Bhāva & rasa · The language of sacred feeling

    Transcendental devotional moods and relationships, discussed explicitly in Rāmānanda’s dialogue and the teachings on prema. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “relationship”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How might remembering that you are the Lord’s eternal servant shape your day?

Practice

Pause today and pray, “I am Your eternal servant, but I have forgotten You.”

Live this todayRemembering Our Eternal ServiceThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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