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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 19.11

নীলাচলে আছি আমি তোমার আজ্ঞাতে ।

যাবৎ জীব, তাবৎ আমি নারিব ছাড়িতে ।।” ১১ ।। ॥ ১১ ॥

nīlācale āchi āmi tomāra ājñāte

yāvat jība, tāvat āmi nāriba chāḍite”

Translation

“ ‘I am staying here at Nīlācala, Jagannātha Purī, according to your order. As long as I live, I shall not leave this place.’”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Honoring His Mother’s Order

  1. 1

    Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu says He is staying at Nīlācala, Jagannātha Purī, according to His mother’s order.

  2. 2

    He promises that He will not leave that place as long as He lives.

  3. 3

    His assurance gives concrete expression to His respect for His mother’s wishes.

How it feels

Longing beyond ordinary categories. Extreme separation alternates with moments of visionary encounter.

The mood of Antya 19 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 19: The Inconceivable Behavior of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

After one such visit, Jagadānanda Paṇḍita returned to Purī with a sonnet that Advaita Ācārya had written. When Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu read it, His ecstasy was so great that all the devotees feared that the Lord would very soon pass away.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 19
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. nīlācaleJagannātha Purī, Nīlācala
  2. āchi āmiI am
  3. tomāra ājñāteon the basis of your order
  4. yāvat jībaas long as I live
  5. tāvatso long
  6. āmiI
  7. nāribashall not be able
  8. chāḍiteto leave
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How faithfully do I keep the assurances I give to those who care for me?

Practice

Recall one promise you have made to a loved one and take a small step toward keeping it today.

Live this todayHonoring His Mother’s OrderThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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