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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 18.50

ভয়ে কম্প হৈল, মোর নেত্রে বহে জল ।

গদ্গদ বাণী, রোম উঠিল সকল ॥ ৫০ ॥

bhaye kampa haila, mora netre vahe jala

gadgada vāṇī, roma uṭhila sakala

Translation

“I shivered in fear and shed tears. My voice faltered, and all the hairs on my body stood up.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Fear overwhelms the speaker

  1. 1

    The speaker describes shivering in fear and shedding tears.

  2. 2

    His voice faltered, and all the hairs on his body stood up.

  3. 3

    In the surrounding verses, he connects these reactions with his fear of what he calls a ghost.

How it feels

Desperate longing and relief. Mistaking the sea for Yamunā, the Lord enters it; devotees find and revive Him.

The mood of Antya 18 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 18: Rescuing the Lord from the Sea

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

As soon as the fisherman touched the Lord’s body, he became mad in ecstatic love of Kṛṣṇa. His own madness frightened him, however, because he thought that he was being haunted by a ghost.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. bhayeout of fear
  2. kampashivering
  3. hailathere was
  4. moramy
  5. netrein the eyes
  6. vaheflow
  7. jalatears
  8. gadgadafaltering
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How might intense fear affect the way you describe an experience?

Practice

Reread the verse and name the four bodily reactions the speaker describes.

Live this todayFear overwhelms the speakerThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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