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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 18.48

বড় মৎস্য বলি’ আমি উঠাইলুঁ যতনে ।

মৃতক দেখিতে মোর ভয় হৈল মনে ॥ ৪৮ ॥

baḍa matsya bali’ āmi uṭhāiluṅ yatane

mṛtaka dekhite mora bhaya haila mane

Translation

“I lifted it with great care, thinking it a big fish, but as soon as I saw that it was a corpse, great fear arose in my mind.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

An Unexpected Discovery Brings Fear

  1. 1

    The fisherman lifted his catch with great care.

  2. 2

    At first, he thought he had caught a big fish.

  3. 3

    When he saw what he took to be a corpse, great fear arose in his mind.

How it feels

Desperate longing and relief. Mistaking the sea for Yamunā, the Lord enters it; devotees find and revive Him.

The mood of Antya 18 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 18: Rescuing the Lord from the Sea

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

As He floated in the sea, however, He was washed away to the Koṇārka temple, where a fisherman, thinking that the Lord’s body was a big fish, caught Him in his net and brought Him ashore. Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu was unconscious, and His body had become unusually transformed.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. baḍagreat
  2. matsyafish
  3. bali’thinking to be
  4. āmiI
  5. uṭhāiluṅlifted
  6. yatanewith care
  7. mṛtakathe dead body
  8. dekhiteseeing
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How did the fisherman’s changing understanding of his catch affect his feelings?

Practice

Recall one moment today when an unexpected discovery changed your feelings, and briefly name that change.

Live this todayAn Unexpected Discovery Brings FearThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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