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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 15.79

প্রভু কহে, — “কৃষ্ণ মুঞি এখনই পাইনু ।

আপনার দুর্দৈবে পুনঃ হারাইনু ॥ ৭৯ ॥

prabhu kahe, — “kṛṣṇa muñi ekhana-i pāinu

āpanāra durdaive punaḥ hārāinu

Translation

Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu then said, “I just now had Kṛṣṇa, but unfortunately I have lost Him again.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

The Sorrow of Losing Kṛṣṇa Again

  1. 1

    Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu says that He had Kṛṣṇa just a moment before.

  2. 2

    He now laments that He has unfortunately lost Him again.

  3. 3

    The word “again” emphasizes that this loss is not being experienced for the first time.

How it feels

Absorbed searching. The Lord lives the gopīs’ search for Kṛṣṇa with ecstatic transformations.

The mood of Antya 15 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 15: The Transcendental Madness of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Caitanya Mahāprabhu then exhibited the ecstatic transformations known as bhāvodaya, bhāva-sandhi, bhāva-śābalya and so on. The Lord experienced all eight kinds of ecstatic transformations, and He relished them very much.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 15
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. prabhu kaheŚrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said
  2. kṛṣṇaLord Kṛṣṇa
  3. muñiI
  4. ekhana-ijust now
  5. pāinuhad
  6. āpanāraMy own
  7. durdaiveby misfortune
  8. punaḥagain
  9. hārāinuI have lost
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vipralambha · Love in separation

    Separation that intensifies remembrance and longing; especially central to the confidential pastimes at Purī. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “laments”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What feeling is conveyed by the contrast between “just now” and “lost Him again”?

Practice

Read this brief statement aloud slowly, pausing between having Kṛṣṇa and losing Him.

Live this todayThe Sorrow of Losing Kṛṣṇa AgainThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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