Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 14.41
প্রাপ্তপ্রণষ্টাচ্যুতবিত্ত আত্মা যযৌ বিষাদোজ্ঝিত-দেহগেহঃ ।
গৃহীতকাপালিকধর্মকো মে বৃন্দাবনং সেন্দ্রিয়শিষ্যবৃন্দঃ ॥ ৪১ ॥
prāpta-praṇaṣṭācyuta-vitta ātmā
yayau viṣādojjhita-deha-gehaḥ
gṛhīta-kāpālika-dharmako me
vṛndāvanaṁ sendriya-śiṣya-vṛndaḥ
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “At first My mind somehow achieved the treasure of Kṛṣṇa, but it again lost Him. Therefore it gave up My body and home because of lamentation and accepted the religious principles of a kāpālika-yogī. Then My mind went to Vṛndāvana with its disciples, My senses.”
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