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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 14.37

‘পাইলুঁ বৃন্দাবননাথ, পুনঃ হারাইলুঁ ।

কে মোর নিলেক কৃষ্ণ? কাহাঁ মুই আইনু’ ? ৩৭ ।। ॥ ৩৭ ॥

‘pāiluṅ vṛndāvana-nātha, punaḥ hārāiluṅ

ke mora nileka kṛṣṇa? kāhāṅ mui āinu’?

Translation

Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “I found Kṛṣṇa, the Lord of Vṛndāvana, but I have lost Him again. Who has taken My Kṛṣṇa? Where have I come?”

Read Śrīla Prabhupāda's purport on Vedabase.io
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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Longing for Kṛṣṇa, the Lord of Vṛndāvana

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    Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu expressed the feelings of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī. He felt that He had found Kṛṣṇa, the Lord of Vṛndāvana, and then lost Him again.

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    First He felt taken to Vṛndāvana, where He saw Kṛṣṇa’s rāsa dance with the gopīs; then He was brought to Kurukṣetra to see Lord Jagannātha, Subhadrā and Lord Balarāma. He experienced divyonmāda, transcendental madness in separation from Kṛṣṇa.

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    At Kurukṣetra, Kṛṣṇa displays His opulence, whereas in Vṛndāvana He is in His original position and never goes even a step away. Therefore Kurukṣetra is less important to the gopīs than Vṛndāvana.

Key points from the purport
  • First Lord Caitanya felt that He had been taken to Vṛndāvana, where He saw Kṛṣṇa’s rāsa dance with the gopīs.
  • Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu lost Vṛndāvana and Kṛṣṇa, the master of Vṛndāvana.
  • Kṛṣṇa never goes even a step away from Vṛndāvana; therefore Kurukṣetra is less important for the gopīs than Vṛndāvana.

Śrīla Prabhupāda's own sentences, chosen from the purport as its central points. Read the full purport on Vedabase to see them in place.

How it feels

Intense yearning. Darśana, dreams, and visions of Vraja bring overwhelming separation.

The mood of Antya 14 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 14: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s Feelings of Separation from Kṛṣṇa

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

When He could no longer see Kṛṣṇa, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu compared Himself to a yogī and described how that yogī was seeing Vṛndāvana. Sometimes all the transcendental ecstatic symptoms were manifest in Him.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 14
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. pāiluṅI got
  2. vṛndāvana-nāthathe Supreme Lord of Vṛndāvana
  3. punaḥagain
  4. hārāiluṅI have lost
  5. kewho
  6. moraMy
  7. nilekatook away
  8. kṛṣṇaLord Kṛṣṇa
  9. kāhāṅwhere
  10. mui āinuhave I come
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vraja-smaraṇa · Remembrance of Vṛndāvana

    The remembered sweetness of Vraja that colors Mahāprabhu’s pilgrimage, Ratha-yātrā, and later states of separation. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “vṛndāvana”, “gopīs”

  • Vipralambha · Love in separation

    Separation that intensifies remembrance and longing; especially central to the confidential pastimes at Purī. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “separation”, “madness”

  • Rādhā-bhāva · The confidential inner purpose

    The Lord’s desire to taste the love and perspective of Śrī Rādhā, illuminated by later ecstatic pastimes. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “rādhārāṇī”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Why is Vṛndāvana more important to the gopīs than Kurukṣetra?

Practice

Write down the purport’s distinction between Kṛṣṇa at Kurukṣetra and Kṛṣṇa in Vṛndāvana.

Live this todayLonging for Kṛṣṇa, the Lord of VṛndāvanaThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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