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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 14.111

কেনে বা আনিলা মোরে বৃথা দুঃখ দিতে ।

পাঞা কৃষ্ণের লীলা, না পাইনু দেখিতে !” ১১১ ।। ॥ ১১১ ॥

kene vā ānilā more vṛthā duḥkha dite

pāñā kṛṣṇera līlā, nā pāinu dekhite”

Translation

“Why have you brought Me here, causing Me unnecessary pain? I had a chance to see Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes, but I could not see them.”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Pain at Losing Sight of Kṛṣṇa

  1. 1

    Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu asks why the others have brought Him there.

  2. 2

    He describes their action as causing Him unnecessary pain.

  3. 3

    His sorrow is that He had a chance to see Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes but could no longer see them.

How it feels

Intense yearning. Darśana, dreams, and visions of Vraja bring overwhelming separation.

The mood of Antya 14 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 14: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s Feelings of Separation from Kṛṣṇa

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The devotees gradually brought Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu back to His senses by chanting the Hare Kṛṣṇa mantra, and then they took Him back to His residence. Once Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu mistook a sand dune known as Caṭaka-parvata for Govardhana Hill.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 14
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. kenewhy
  2. vāthen
  3. ānilābrought
  4. moreMe
  5. vṛthāunnecessarily
  6. duḥkha diteto give pain
  7. pāñāgetting
  8. kṛṣṇera līlāthe pastimes of Kṛṣṇa
  9. nā pāinu dekhiteI could not see
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What does Mahāprabhu’s sorrow reveal about how precious seeing Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes is to Him?

Practice

Spend a quiet minute rereading His words about the lost chance to see Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes.

Live this todayPain at Losing Sight of KṛṣṇaThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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