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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 14.103

উঠি’ মহাপ্রভু বিস্মিত, ইতি উতি চায় ।

যে দেখিতে চায়, তাহা দেখিতে না পায় ॥ ১০৩ ॥

uṭhi’ mahāprabhu vismita, iti uti cāya

ye dekhite cāya, tāhā dekhite nā pāya

Translation

Astonished, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu stood up and began looking here and there, trying to see something. But He could not catch sight of it.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

The Lord Searches for His Lost Vision

  1. 1

    Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu stood up astonished and looked here and there.

  2. 2

    He was trying to see something, but He could not catch sight of it.

  3. 3

    Later in this passage, He explains that He had been seeing Lord Kṛṣṇa’s pastimes and could no longer see them.

How it feels

Intense yearning. Darśana, dreams, and visions of Vraja bring overwhelming separation.

The mood of Antya 14 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 14: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s Feelings of Separation from Kṛṣṇa

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

Once Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu mistook a sand dune known as Caṭaka-parvata for Govardhana Hill. As He ran toward it, He became stunned, and then the eight ecstatic transformations appeared in His body due to great love for Kṛṣṇa.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 14
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. uṭhi’standing up
  2. mahāprabhuŚrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu
  3. vismitaastonished
  4. iti utihere and there
  5. cāyalooks
  6. yewhat
  7. dekhite cāyaHe wanted to see
  8. tāhāthat
  9. dekhite nā pāyaHe could not see
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How does the Lord’s later explanation deepen my understanding of His searching?

Practice

Read this verse alongside His explanation at the end of the passage, noticing what He was seeking.

Live this todayThe Lord Searches for His Lost VisionThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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