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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 13.28

প্রভু-আজ্ঞা বিনা তাহাঁ যাইতে না পারি ।

এবে আজ্ঞা না দেন মোরে, ‘ক্রোধে যাহ’ বলি ॥ ২৮ ॥

prabhu-ājñā vinā tāhāṅ yāite nā pāri

ebe ājñā nā dena more, ‘krodhe yāha’ bali

Translation

“I cannot go there, however, without the Lord’s permission, which at present He denies me. He says, ‘You are going because you are angry at Me.’

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Permission and the Question of Motive

  1. 1

    Jagadānanda says he cannot go to Vṛndāvana without the Lord’s permission.

  2. 2

    He explains that the Lord is presently denying that permission.

  3. 3

    He reports the Lord’s words: “You are going because you are angry at Me.”

How it feels

Concern and affectionate restraint. Devotees seek to care for the Lord while He maintains His renounced practice.

The mood of Antya 13 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 13: Pastimes with Jagadānanda Paṇḍita and Raghunātha Bhaṭṭa Gosvāmī

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The Lord, however, did not accept them. Then Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī made another pillow and quilt from finely shredded plantain leaves, and after strongly objecting, the Lord accepted them.
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. prabhu-ājñāthe permission of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu
  2. vināwithout
  3. tāhāṅthere
  4. yāiteto go
  5. nā pāriI am unable
  6. ebenow
  7. ājñāpermission
  8. nā denadoes not give
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Vraja-smaraṇa · Remembrance of Vṛndāvana

    The remembered sweetness of Vraja that colors Mahāprabhu’s pilgrimage, Ratha-yātrā, and later states of separation. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “vṛndāvana”

Concept links are an editorial study map; only the verse is the text itself.

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

Could anger be influencing a decision I want to make?

Practice

Before acting on one strong wish today, pause and check whether anger is influencing it.

Live this todayPermission and the Question of MotiveThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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