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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 12.92

আমি যাই’ ভোজন করি — মাতা নাহি জানে ।

সাক্ষাতে খাই আমি’ তেঁহো ‘স্বপ্ন’ হেন মানে ।।” ৯২ ।। ॥ ৯২ ॥

āmi yāi’ bhojana kari — mātā nāhi jāne

sākṣāte khāi āmi’ teṅho ‘svapna’ hena māne”

Translation

“ ‘I go there and eat the food My mother offers, but she cannot understand that I am eating it directly. She thinks that this is a dream.’”

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

The Lord Eats Beyond Mother's Understanding

  1. 1

    The Lord says that He goes to His mother's home and eats the food she offers.

  2. 2

    She does not understand that He is eating it directly.

  3. 3

    She thinks the experience is a dream, although the Lord says that He truly eats her offering.

How it feels

Loving anger and reconciliation. Jagadānanda’s hurt over rejected oil is healed through personal service and prasāda.

The mood of Antya 12 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 12: The Loving Dealings Between Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu and Jagadānanda Paṇḍita

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

The devotees often invited Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu to eat with them. When the Lord bade them all farewell, He talked very pleasingly with them.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 12
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. āmiI
  2. yāi’going
  3. bhojana karieat
  4. mātāmother
  5. nāhi jānecannot understand
  6. sākṣātedirectly
  7. khāi āmi’I eat
  8. teṅhoshe
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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

What difference do you notice between what the Lord says happens and what His mother understands?

Practice

Write one sentence describing the contrast between the Lord's direct acceptance and His mother's understanding.

Live this todayThe Lord Eats Beyond Mother's UnderstandingThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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