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How to study this verse, in six steps
  1. 1Say the verse. Read the transliteration aloud, slowly.
  2. 2Read the word meanings. Go through each word and its meaning.
  3. 3Read the translation. Ask: what is happening here, and who is it about?
  4. 4Read the purport slowly. Read it twice. Don't rush.
  5. 5See Lord Caitanya as Kṛṣṇa. Remember who is acting in the pastime.
  6. 6Take one thing into your day. Note one point and one practice.
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Śrī Caitanya Caritamrta · Text Antya 11.32

সেই লীলা প্রভু মোরে কভু না দেখাইবা ।

আপনার আগে মোর শরীর পাড়িবা ॥ ৩২ ॥

sei līlā prabhu more kabhu nā dekhāibā

āpanāra āge mora śarīra pāḍibā

Translation

“I wish that You not show me this closing chapter of Your pastimes. Before that time comes, kindly let my body fall down in Your presence.

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This verse has no purport; its meaning is explained by the verses around it.

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Understand it

Three study points drawn from the translation and purport.

Praying for the Lord’s Presence

  1. 1

    Haridāsa Ṭhākura asks not to be shown the closing chapter of the Lord’s pastimes.

  2. 2

    He requests that his body fall down before that time comes.

  3. 3

    He specifically asks to leave his body in the Lord’s presence, placing this deeply personal wish before Him.

How it feels

Sacred grief and gratitude. The Lord personally honors Haridāsa’s departure and leads the funeral observances.

The mood of Antya 11 as a whole, an editorial reading, not the text itself. See the emotional atlas

Further reading

Antya 11: The Passing of Haridāsa Ṭhākura

From Śrīla Prabhupāda's chapter summary, the lines nearest this verse:

In this chapter it is described how Brahmā Haridāsa Ṭhākura gave up his body with the consent of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, and how the Lord Himself personally performed the funeral ceremony and carried the body to the sea. He personally entombed the body, covered it with sand and erected a platform on the site.
Read the whole chapter summaryBack to this verse in Antya 11
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Word for word

Learn the words of the verse.

  1. sei līlāthat pastime
  2. prabhumy Lord
  3. moreunto me
  4. kabhuever
  5. nā dekhāibādo not show
  6. āpanāra āgebefore You
  7. mora śarīramy body
  8. pāḍibālet fall down
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Key ideas in this verse

The themes of love and mercy this verse speaks of.

  • Nāma-saṅkīrtana · The holy name shared together

    Chanting the holy names as the yuga-dharma, the Lord’s public movement, and the opening prayer of Śikṣāṣṭaka. · In the Prema Atlas

    In this verse: “haridāsa”

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Live it

Take one thing from this verse into your day.

Ask yourself

How can this prayer deepen your appreciation of the Lord’s presence?

Practice

Offer a brief prayer today expressing your desire to remain close to the Lord.

Live this todayPraying for the Lord’s PresenceThis verse's lesson: one practice and one question for today

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