Live Caitanya Caritamrta · CC Madhya 18.151
Honest Anxiety, Willing Acceptance
“My mind has become very much agitated, and I cannot bear this anxiety. Now everything rests on the permission of Your Lordship. I will accept whatever You want to do.”
What the purport teaches
- Balabhadra Bhaṭṭācārya openly says that his mind is greatly agitated.
- He cannot bear the anxiety, yet he recognizes that everything rests on the Lord's permission.
- He declares that he will accept whatever the Lord wants to do.
Try this today
Offer one worry in prayer, then express your willingness to accept the Lord's decision.
Ask yourself
Can you express your anxiety to the Lord while remaining willing to accept His decision?
Carry the question through the day, then answer it in your own words before sleep.
The study points are short summaries drawn from Śrīla Prabhupāda's translation and purport; the practice and question are plain words for trying the verse today.